Date(s) What Occurred
11/10/2000 I think I'm officially "over" mt and I don't think I'll fall back into my cycle of like her, like her not, like her... again. I don't think I was being used; she just wasn't right for me, but I hope we don't totally fall apart, since she's still cool. I've found this other girl to be quite intriguing to me, but there are certain complications which must be straightened out before I can successfully pursue her. We might actually work out though:). I am not giving even nicknames to protect both our privacies and to not ruin our relationships with others.
11/2/2000 Very good things happened today. First, it was mt's birthday. So I got flowers and made a card (with this poem in it) and a CD. I found out that I was only the 3rd person to have gotten her flowers, but hey, that happens when you like an awesome girl. Then, I got a Homecoming date! (only 2 days before Homecoming!) That was cool since my date is a rad girl, too. So, I celebrated mt's birthday with my homecoming date and her and ate and was merry. I still don't know if I'm being used, but I don't care right now.
10/25/2000 Today felt (emotionally) like taking a swift kick in the groin by mt, then getting iced by her and then ragaining pain in that region. Great analogy usage, I know. I see her and she needs her tire fixed - good. I see her with another guy when she tells her her dilemma - whatever, i don't care. This guy starts getting all over her and she revels in it in my presence (swift kick in the nuts) - bad! My friend Gabe tells me that the guy is a loser and not to worry - whew. Gabe, Pete (my youth pastor), Jeremy, and I all help change her tire and she is really cool (icepack time) - awesome! I proceed to hang with Gabe a bit and then go home - relaxing, not thinking about emotional groin area. Gabe shows up when he takes my bro home from cross-country and needs me to tutor him for some math - all right, cool. Gabe tells me that he saw that guy with her at her tennis match (now I remember I was earlier kicked where it counts) - ow, much pain! This is a real pickle I'm in; I'm in anguish and just hope that somehow, she starts to realize what she's doing with my mind. Also, I still need a homecoming date (- bad).
10/20/2000 Well, I'm really getting screwed in this whole Homecoming thing. I need a date and was going to ask someone today, but found out about some 'guy in Arizona' crap. That was not a good thing to hear. I now have 2 weeks to find a date, and I think everyone's taken. This is not good.
10/3/2000 Remember that forgetting halting my pursuit. Well, it's halting again and for a longer period. I have decided that I'm getting no where, so we'll just be friends until both our intrests perk up again. Gloria was right - if I plan something, it won't work out. Now, I seriously need to start Homecoming-date-finding.
9/20/2000 Remember the "halting my pursuit" thing? Well, Forget It! Mu Tau and I had another GREAT day. I woke up at 7:45 and got my tire fixed. When I got home, I called her and off I went! I got to her house and took her back to my house to ge a towel and a book. Then, to the Beach! We stayed at the beach for a while, she took a short "Mirelle nap", we talked and we went in the water for a short time. Then, we went to In-N-Out and ate and talked a whole lot more. Then, it was time to take her to tennis, so I drove her to the school. When the car stopped, I suddenly asked her to Homecoming, and guess what, she said "sure!". However, later on she informs me that she forgot that she had promised her friend (and my friend) during the summer that she would go with him to homecoming. But she and I still are getting closer, and thats all that matters.
9/14/2000 Well, mixed emotions run high today. Mu Tau does not like me as much as i do her, so I am halting my pursuit. However, she told me that in a direct way, so I'm happy that I know and don't have to wait in anticipation.
9/7/2000 Jerm and I went to Mu Tau's tennis matches and I think by now, everyone (I know mt does) knows that I have a thing for her.
8/28/2000 Start of School; I can now see who I will call Mu Tau (mt) (she knows who she is) every day and I also see all my other friends while school is a breeze.
Late Summer 2000 I go to a party with Jerm and have a GREAT time with a girl I had met before, but never thought of dating before. We meet about 2 weeks later at the movies with mutual friends, and we have another GREAT time. This new crush is as unexpected to me as anyone else.
Summer 2000 I go to summer school at Palomar College (with Jerm), work at Cold Stone (with Jerm once he got a job there [8/11]), play water polo, and sometimes hang out.
Read (a lot) more here!
May 20, 2000 My Junior prom was like the "kickoff" of my social life; when I basically stopped being even a bit shy. I went with Jeremy and a some other friends of mine
5/4-5/12/2000 AP Test Dates; this is when Jerm and I started to do stuff after school (going to In 'N Out and such). Somehow, we start to get lives.
Before May, 2000 My friend Jeremy and I had no lives before May of 2000. I went to school, went to swimming or water polo, and sat on the PC.
Dec 1998-June 2000 I have a crush that I weakly act upon; she knows who she is. This ends when she gets a boyfriend and I see she will not talk to me outside of school.