Stark Reality

I wrote this when reflecing on my current love situation and all of my my past similar crushes.

I sit and think about my latest crush
And wonder how long this love will last
Will it be just as superficial
As all my infatuations past?

I wish it was not this way all the time
For when she finally does reject me
Something terrible inside does proceed
I cannot start a talk with her, you see

Although we may hang out once, even twice
I cannot make her heart bridge the love gap
Even though she may act like she loves me
She gives me excuses, which are such crap

So now I hope for my crush and myself
And pray that we go all the way through
And maybe even get married someday
But, woe, my last crush looked oh so good, too